I'm not entirely sure if I like having weekends off. Part of me
loves to be able to spend time with my gorgeous boyfriend, the other
half feels like she has to compete with the masses and go out and
actually do stuff.
In other words, I feel guilty for being so damn lazy.
Slept in. Thai Ginger. Animal Crossing. Went back to bed.
Slept until 5 cuddled in boyfriend's arms. Made copious amounts
of sushi (seattle and california maki, with tuna and octopus
nigiri). This time we perfected the inside out rolls, next time
we're going for temaki sushi... so tasty.
My life is gaining luster again. For a long time I've felt
weighed down with memories and frustration. I am beginning
to stretch my wings a little more- I feel more comfortable where I am
and who I am becomming. While I have a multitude of goals still,
I need to realize that it's far more important to love where one is at,
not simply where one is going. The end does not justify the
means entirely, the means are what makes the end
worthwhile.
I received a raise the other day. I look forward to getting back
onto my feet. The last few months have been in an unpleasant downward
spiral, and it now feels as if I'll have more room for
improvement. Just having money enough for bills will help my mood
drastically.
Posted at 12:52 am by Julie